an incomplete circle..
its amazing how life is so incomplete..and humans are the farthest thing from perfection.
i have always used this human trait as my excuse for all my 'wrong-doings' . now what really makes me wonder is how unfair life is..you just will never get what you want..NEVER..i did not mean this in the literal sense..what i meant is you'll just simply never feel satisfied..i am not quite sure if its our fault that we are greedy by nature and are never satisfied with what we have..or is it really that life never gives us what we want..a lot of times i feel i pay a price for every happy moment i spend..it kind of made me want to avoid happy moments! i really believe it's true..for every moment of fun there's at least double the amount spent grieving..its just something i noticed in everyone's lives..however pessimistic it sounds it really makes sense..even if you are one of those pretend people who go about living their care-free lives..we all have something missing whether it be money..material posessions..or love..it's just that people's priorities differ..and strangely what comes as highest priority is always what we don't have! i don't think that's a coincidence. it's really weird how all humans have this urge for perfection although we are never actually getting there! but most people spend their lives trying to find their missing part(s) and in some cases even working their asses off to get just close to it. am not sure if that's what we should spend our lives doing..but then again if itsn't that..then what is it?! am not gonna answer that question..maybe because if i had known the answer i wouldn't be up tonight blogging! am just gonna sit back and watch my life unfold..maybe at the end i'll find out what i was supposed to do..well don't we always find out at the end..