a hidden smile..

sometimes we are blessed with so many precious things..but because we always take life for granted we don't realise their meanings..strike that..we do actually realise what they mean..only too late..when we lose them..i've always referred to that as the 'irony of life' !! i've always valued my friends..i could never really bear the thought of losing a friend or not seeing them for months or even years..too bad i lost too many friends both willingly and unwillingly..life just takes a turn and..well like it or not..you are turning with it..the idea of moving from country to country has always been horrifying for me..i mean how could one be so nomadic..especially me..i get extremely attached to places and things in absolutely no time!! but hell..i did it..i moved and lived and seen and met and lost..its an endless journey..you just need to know how to make proper use of it..the other day i remembered one of my best-friends..we had gotten very close i could have sworn we were soul-mates..we could literally communicate in eye language! i gotta tell you there was something really special between us..we could have been friends forever..but who was i fooling..i haven't seen her for two years..maybe even more..we used to call and sms at first..gradually losing touch..then it was talking online whenever we getta chance..next thing you know..we are 'missed-calling'..i don't know anything about her nor does she about me..now the sad part is..i was thinking if i had gotten a chance to meet up with her again..after all this..what would it be like..i came to the sudden realisation that we'd probably sit there staring at each other with hardly anything to say..strangers..once closer than ever..that's just pure irony! sad as it is..i moved on..got new friends..maybe am actually getting more used to the idea that nothing lasts forever..but hey..why whine about it when it's really a lot better than it sounds..i think it's the best feeling in the world when you know there is someone out there who genuinely cares..would do anything to put a smile on your face..basically wants nothing in return..just you being you and you being happy..if you have got that..let me tell you..don't you ever waste a single moment fretting or worrying about something when you shouldn't be..enjoy the moment..look right through it all..it's life's hidden smile